Thursday, April 5, 2012

Overwhelmed and in a funk?!

I'm not sure if I'm subconsciously overwhelmed and that's why I'm in a funk or what, but I do know I have TOO much to get done and LIMITED time to do it all that I have NO time to not have any motivation. haha

Like seriously I know you're not all up to date on everything going on but basically the kids and I are moving out of state on the 13th, which is a week from tomorrow. I need to figure out what to take of theirs and mine. I need to figure out what else to box that is staying at the house and I need to downsize on some of the stuff that is here so my husband can take it and donate it.

Its all happening quicker than I anticipated and I knew I had time but my time is dwindling away and I have NO motivation even though I know it all needs to be done and if it isn't done by me that my husband will be left to do it... EEK! Can you imagine your significant other packing up your house? I can't!!!

Some days, like today, I wish our original plan of moving in June was in affect but the truth of the matter is... LIFE HAPPENS! Which is exactly why I'm going next week and not 2 months from now. Tmobile shut down the call center my husband works at. Well, they are at the end of June. So since we're unsure of exactly what is going to happen with his employment status we decided it was best for me to start school sooner than later.

The start date was originally June 25th. The class date before that that I could get into... April 17th. EEK. We found out the news about T-mobile at the end of March. Not a lot of time to put things into affect or figure things out so it was somewhat of a quick decision, do it or don't and who knows how'd that go?! I mean we don't know how this is going to go, so we're really just going day by day. Not a lot else we can do, right?!

I have faith it is all going to work out and things are going to be great... but at the same time I'm worried. I know its normal and its okay and that's not an issue for me. Its just that the unknown is kind of scary and our daughter, well, she's gotten home sick when we've been together on a trip as a family. I know its going to be hard on her and I'm hoping it isn't as hard as I'm thinking it might be. I won't know how it is going to affect her  of course until we are there and see how things are going.

I'm excited for school and the new opportunities but at the same time I'm a bit reserved about it all too just again because of the unknown. I like to know what is going on or at least somewhat of what to expect so this is definitely going against what I'm used to in so many ways.

I'm thankful for the advancements of technology for sure. Its going to much so helpful to have the internet and Skype to keep in touch with my husband. Not only for me but the kids' sake as well. Of course we still have the phone but it is much nicer to be able to see your loved one's face when possible!

For any of my readers that are going through changes or difficult times for whatever reason it may be, you're in my thoughts. I hope everything goes well for you and if they already are I hope they continue to do so.

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